How do I proceed?
In these final days of 2011, I am faced with a liminal space in life. There are decisions and doors that I must cross through and it is difficult to know what are my own individual, ego driven decisions and what things I am to simply listen to the voice of the Spirit and obey. I know that I am not able to abide by and follow the direction of “the world”—which is the guidance provided by those who own the stock and the little tech company I have sold, yet I am bound to it because of the payout that awaits me…if I can assist the company in achieving the modicum of stability that it has maintained for the past 5 years. That is dependent on so many factors, and so much future goodwill of our clients. It can create anxiety, if I but allow the anxiety to exist. I have faced such a point several times before—where I stood on the precipice of the future with darkness and change ahead. In fact, I have and you most likely have- faced a future where it is dark and the way of God’s will was n