Kill me first!
from "Living Presence"- Kabir Helminski.
According to Attar's "Remembrance of the Saints", a group of prominent Sufis were denounced as blasphemous heretics before the Caliph of Baghdad. The Caliph ordered them to appear before him.
Without trial the Caliph ordered these five pious men-Abu Hamza, Raqqam, Shebli, Nuri, and Junaid-- to be immediately slain. The executioner was about to slay Raqqam when Nuri thrust himself fearlessly into Raqqam's place. Laughing with joy, he cried, "Kill me first!"
"It's not your turn yet, said the executioner, "and a sword should not be wielded to hastily."
"I wish to die first. I prefer my friends to myself. Life is the most precious thing in this world, and I would like to give the last minutes to serving my brothers. I do this even though one moment in the world is dearer to me than a thousand years in the next. For this world is the place of service, while the other world is the place of intimacy with God. But intimacy for me is here in service."
These words of Nuri were reported to the Caliph, who eventually freed the men, saying "If these men are unbelievers, then I declare that on the face of this earth, not one true believer exists."
Then the Caliph summoned the men before him and asked, "Is there anything you want from me?"
"Yes", they replied. "Forget us. We want neither your your honor nor your banishment. The two are the same to us."
The Caliph wept bitterly and dismissed them with all honor.
This is an analogy describing freedom from the fear of loss.
According to Attar's "Remembrance of the Saints", a group of prominent Sufis were denounced as blasphemous heretics before the Caliph of Baghdad. The Caliph ordered them to appear before him.
Without trial the Caliph ordered these five pious men-Abu Hamza, Raqqam, Shebli, Nuri, and Junaid-- to be immediately slain. The executioner was about to slay Raqqam when Nuri thrust himself fearlessly into Raqqam's place. Laughing with joy, he cried, "Kill me first!"
"It's not your turn yet, said the executioner, "and a sword should not be wielded to hastily."
"I wish to die first. I prefer my friends to myself. Life is the most precious thing in this world, and I would like to give the last minutes to serving my brothers. I do this even though one moment in the world is dearer to me than a thousand years in the next. For this world is the place of service, while the other world is the place of intimacy with God. But intimacy for me is here in service."
These words of Nuri were reported to the Caliph, who eventually freed the men, saying "If these men are unbelievers, then I declare that on the face of this earth, not one true believer exists."
Then the Caliph summoned the men before him and asked, "Is there anything you want from me?"
"Yes", they replied. "Forget us. We want neither your your honor nor your banishment. The two are the same to us."
The Caliph wept bitterly and dismissed them with all honor.
This is an analogy describing freedom from the fear of loss.
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